Everyday Resolution

Hmm…its early in the morning now! Good morning to you and tigeroo! Just cut my hair last evening, because I had to take my IC photo today, it was too long! But anyway, I have to cut it sooner or later, so, whatever.

Realized I got 7/10 for my listening comprehension, heh. Not bad luh. I could’ve gotten a 6 had I not changed an answer at the last moment and checked through my paper! :O That proves checking can save your results and your life. Having quite a time of a sore throat now. :X Later I’m going for my tuitions again…3 tuitions! OMG.

Just hope that I can continue doing my work and don’t get too distracted. Sigh…I’m losing my way already!

Gotta go!

; and thanks Tigeroo, for believing in me, and in this change. x3

I Want It That Way!

Hehe, today I’m in a super good mood. Last night was seriously horrendous, was definitely lost, didn’t know what to say or do. Finally, Tigeroo and I worked out our indifferences and finally came to a conclusion. We’ll take it to greater heights, I promise!   And I’m glad that today, I showed you the real me again.

Didn’t make much progress in MouseHunt today, waiting for the Student of the Cheese Claw to give me his token. He doesn’t want to eat my Swiss cheese. >.< I wanna faster get my Rumble and my Master of the Dojo! Gosh! Everyone’s catching up, I can’t afford to lose out, definitely. Will do what it takes to level up quickly. Hate getting caught up with! :S

Got back my Chemistry marks. 12/40. Even though its a failure, but it depends on how you look at it. I see it as a learning point. Not a discouragement. So…yup, will work harder!

Today’s listening comprehension was quite alright…passable uh, I would say. Entered the classsroom with 3F at around 230PM, and we all had to listen to the Symphony 92.4FM. Had to wait till it was 3PM before they would broadcast the Chinese GCE O-Level Listening Comprehension. Funny thing that they use radio to broadcast this examination. Heh. :O Brought my entry proof in together with my EZ-Link card also.
Heard Mozart’s or Beethoven’s Spring and Fur Elise. And Memories from the musical Cats. Haha. I guess they purposely played these familiar classicals so that not only we’ll be able to relax our minds, but also, most of us have heard it before. Yup! And I think MOE doesn’t want to waste so much resources on mass producing the CDs. So, that was probably why they broadcasted it through radio.

Questions were quite tricky at the last few. Sort of tikam one or two questions, heh.

Anyway, I really loved today. No quarrels. No upsets. But pure happiness, with my Tigeroo.

; x3

No One Else Comes Close

There has been so much going through my mind these days, regarding friendships. Why is it when just as I had gotten to know the group, and all of a sudden, I just feel that I can’t stand them again? Why is it after trying so hard, finally, I realized, that I shouldn’t be part of them at all? Had I known that I would get bothered by all their shit, I wouldn’t have continued trying so hard to not be an anti-socialist. Maybe they’re just immature. Maybe they aren’t true friends afterall.

But whatever, its not as if I can’t stand alone on my own two feet. Its not as if I can’t live without them. There’s always Tigeroo to care for me. To shelter me no matter what, and to shower affection that heals the day’s tiredness.

What’s the point of letting them know so much of Tigeroo? I just don’t see the point anymore now.

If only I knew friends bonded through physicality, I wouldn’t be part of them in the first place.

If only I knew friends started out well, then later they seem to take advantage of you, I wouldn’t bother knowing them.

If only I knew, that friends were just a temporary happiness, I wouldn’t have been so determined to bond with them.

Now, all I need, is Tigeroo. I will bring upon myself an exodus of friends and social circles.

I don’t need people of extra pride to be in my life.

I don’t need people who pretend they are friends to be my friends.

I don’t need arrogant people in my life.

I don’t need people who don’t care about me.

I will exode them from my life. Once again. I will.

Out of Victoria, I will seek. To never return to Victoria, I vow.

Now…all I need, is my Tigeroo. That’s all I’ll ever need, and because of that, no one else will come close. No one.

Acquaintances are no better than the dust of the ground. You kick them up, they dance around you, but before you know it, they’re settled on the ground once again.Therefore, why, waste your life on them? Because I don’t see a reason why you should.

Arrogance. Pride. Exuberance. These are the characteristics of people which I dislike. Sometimes, the problem doesn’t lie with me, its them. Is it so hard to change the attitude which is in one’s control? To make peoples’ lives better and their own?

; Still, in the end, after half a year of trying to bond, I’ve given up. I don’t want to be close to anyone else anymore, except for Tigeroo.

Now, through this journey I will walk, no way will I ever knock.

On people’s gates and people’s doors, only to Tigeroo I belong.

Turnaround

I’m back again, after a long time not blogging. The week’s been tough, very tiring…LOL, cannot stop complaining though…

But no choice, I have to bear with it till CA2 comes. Hope I’ll do at least a consoling result…I want to pull out of ESP!!!

Hmm…nowadays really chionging MouseHunt as well. Now on my quest to find the 3 Masters and their shards. LOL. Yeah, it’s quite a lame game but…its fun you know. Yupyupzxzxz!

Tomorrow’ll be tuition day…sigh. Why does life seem so miserable nowadays?! I just want to go out there and shout for my freedom! OH! And I just caught my 2nd master. ONE MORE TO GO!

SEE YA!

Wonderful Life

Haha, was thinking about a show I recently watched. Its this Korean drama called Wonderful Life. Its quite a humorous show, and its quite touching too, at the end of the show.

Anyway, today wasn’t really quite draining, but still, I managed to get by the day with quite some yawns. Sigh…lucky today got no ESP, heh. School last minute cancelled it due to Speech Day full-dress rehearsal. LOL.

First two periods was English by Adam Lambert. Did some proposition opposition debate thing within our small groups. Its damn retarded. Group consisted of Chester, Daryl Tan and I. We chose the topic : Should suicide be a criminal offence or something like that. Haha. Quite fun uh, talked a lot of crap.

Then came 3 periods of Biology, by both Mr Loh and Mr Gabriel. Learned the respiratory system and related experiments.

Had biscuits and bread for recess for today. Just the usual. Didn’t want to walk up and down total 10 storeys, its very tiring. Heh. And can save money as well. Haha.

Then came 2 periods of E Maths, did some trigonometrical ratio questions. Couldn’t really understand, a bit here and there. Sigh…

Then 3 periods of Chem. OMG. Damn stress also, don’t really understand a single crap. Redox reactions, oxidation states…all the bloody shit. Sighsigh…I really wish I can learn them properly and well…I don’t want to keep having doubts for Chemistry…sigh…

Found this heart-shaped chip in the packet of durian chips. Heh. So lucky. ._.

Hope tomorrow’ll be a better day for me…:(

Risen Dreams

I’m so tired out yo! ESP everyday, till 5pm. Sigh…starting to get sick and tired of it…but I can’t! Have to persevere! Haha!

Had Physics and Chemistry tests today. Physics was still rather alright, not so worried, but Chem…I’m really very worried about its status. Its like seriously tough. But anyway, what’s done has been done. At least I didn’t give up, just kept thinking and trying.

Hmm…ESP was seriously retarded. It went like this:

Was playing Game Boy Color’s Super Mario. LOL. Behind my bag. Then Seetoh was teaching. Howard was like teaching me how to play, like where to jump and stuffs. He was talking and instructing me like damn loud. Then suddenly, Seetoh came over and I had to pass her the Game Boy Color. LOL. It’s damn stupid. Then the whole claas was trying to plead her to return it, saying that she shouldn’t lie that she doesn’t play it, and that she should try playing it, it’s damn fun. HAHA. She asked me and Howard to write down our names on a paper. Then she said that we could have the GB back after we can answer her question correctly. Even though we answered it correctly with Chia’s help, she still insisted we weren’t right. Heh. After class, we went to her and ask her to return. Then…the GB wasn’t at the table. Actual fact, Ryan Lim they all put it into Howard’s bag to scare him. Like WTF! LOL! And all sorts of shit la. Damn bloody funny. I think seriously, she’s got PMS. Nuts. Zzzz. -.-

Went to have a Subway’s meal. $5.90. Cost me a bomb luh…but it was tasty. Really! Then bused home like usual. Went to look at the Sony Ericsson W995 as well at the Singtel Hello! shop.

Sony Ericsson W995 Walkman Phone

My apple of my eye! I really liked it alot, after touching the keypad and weighing it on my hand. Not too big/fat, nor was it too hard the keypad.

Sigh…hope this week closes soon! :S Can’t wait!

P.S : Thanks for understanding and that what I said or did helped you emotionally. I’m glad I could be there! Ily, Imy.

(: x3

Progression of Reinstation

3rd week of school already! OMG. The number of weeks are counting down to the CA2s. Today got up at 6, washed up, packed my books, and rushed down to school. Bloody hell. While on the train to Bedok, stomachached like nuts. Couldn’t help but just sit there in agony. ._. Reached Bedok MRT station at around 645, rushed to toilet. Blahrahrah.

When I reached the Bedok Bus Interchange, saw my 197 leave right before my very EYES! Ahhh! Saw Abhiram, talked to him a little bit here and there, about some soccer transfers, then we boarded 196. Bloody shit, we reached school like at 730 on the dot. And the stupid OM Chia keep shouting at us, ask we all don’t walk, run. -.- Early in the morning run with a heavy bag, go and die lah. :S Reached upstairs, the National Anthem started playing already. :@ Whatever lah.

Had some dumb cyber-wellness talk about Addiction to Internet Pornography. Quite lame. Then skipped P.E, because I sprained my leg. Ha ha ha. -.- Recess. Ring. Blah. Haha.

Then came 3 periods of A Maths. Went through bloody inferno hell. Couldn’t really stay awake. LOL. Don’t know why I was so tired today. Sigh…saw Mr Chan in a blurry image. HAHAHA! And my hair was damn screwed up today. You want to know why? Because…I FORGOT TO BRING MY COMB! My comb is like my life! I can’t do without it. Blame myself for it. Learned about the 4 quadrants of angles and the ASTC. All, Sin, Tan, Cos. Managed to absorb the information, phew! Was really quite heavy, especially for a Monday.

Then after that, Mr Gabriel didn’t turn out for Biology, another teacher took over, Mr Loh. Heh. Just graduated from NUS Life Science or something like that. Hah. Zoomed through the whole lesson by copying the slides.

Waited in the library for time to pass and went for ESP English and Social Studies at 3 and 4 respectively.

Then went for a quick bite at Parkway. Subway! $4.50 flew away…:( Sigh…

Bus-ed back on 15 and ate Sakae with mom. Went home and here I am.

Hope tomorrow will be a better day!

P.S : Cheer up! I really put in my best effort to cheer you up…but after an hour, I was discouraged. I self-blamed. I’m sorry.

Hohoho!

Today’s been a long and tiring day. Got up early in the morning to watch Open Season 2 on my iPod Nano 3rd Gen.

Open Season 2

Haha, the show was quite funny, and touching as well. Would rate it about, say, 3.5 stars out of a 5? Somehow, I’m a very lenient movie critic. LOL. And the Mr Weenie was so cute! OMG!

After that, went to church cell group. Got the 40-day prayer book. :S Supposed to keep praying hard for Singapore as National Day comes.

After that, went to the library. Watched The Haunting In Conneticut

The Haunting In Connecticut

Quite scary, but the plot was quite plain though… And the scares were seriously cannot-make-it. Too often already!

Can’t believe people actually dare to live in a house which was once a funeral parlor, with corpses lying on the same bed as them last time. LOL. Its damn stupid…but I’d say the little boy was quite handsome with his formal clothes on. Heh. Go watch it..IF YOU DARE.

Rating: 3/5

Shall go read up on my school work already. And I’ve caught my 2nd LYCAN MOUSE today while checking my trap, not sounding the horn, LUCKYLUCKY!   Sigh…school’s starting again tomorrow. How fast time flies over the weekends…somebody give me a break already!!!

Toodles! (COMMENT PLEASE, THANKS ! )

Don’t Trust Me

‘She wants to touch me, woo hoo. She wants to love me, woo hoo. She’ll never love me, woo hoo, woo hoo ooh ooh! ‘ 3OH!3- Don’t Touch Me

Haha! Oh gosh man! I love this song too much. After listening to it on 98.7FM for many nights, it managed to entice my ears. Put it on repeat the whole day today! At least played it like 30 times today, heh. Those who haven’t heard it yet, go hear it NOW!  I guarantee you, its damn bloody nice. OMG. Heh.

Went for Physics as usual, paid much attention and managed to understand everything the teacher was saying. Well done! And then came Chinese. Was a bit slack with myself, cos probably my oral was over yesterday…so, yup!And by the time I reached Chem, I was already feeling very shagged, and went to wash face, came out and paid attention till the end. Tutor said I was good that I actually bothered to clarify my doubts. Haha! After that, went to Parkway eat some shit then went back on 15!

Tomorrow’s church day!

But its cold tonight. Brr…

Signing off!

Move Along!

Yo! Long time no blog, because there were many family problems, and computer wasn’t accesible by me. Anyway, today was Chinese O Level Oral Examinations. Was quite nervous at first, because when I did a trial run during Chinese class, I couldn’t really say my points, because of the overwhelming pressure. My mind totally blanked out. But I remembered what my school counsellor told me, they are here not fail you, but to help you ; half the battle’s won with confidence.

So, after school, all of us were gathered in the IT Labs, which was also our waiting room. We were split into our 2 groups. 48 and 50 . I belonged to 50. I saw many of my classmates reading their oral topics sheets and rushing through them, hoping to get some inspiration last minute. But as for me, there wasn’t anything I could do to change anything. By worrying, it won’t get me anywhere. By worrying, can it even change my marks or help me? No. And so, I fell asleep while waiting for my turn, since I was the 4th last in the group 50. Ms Melissa Lim then called my name when my turn came and I went forward to read the passage. It was some news article about dogs and their ferocity. Didn’t encounter any problematic words though, thank God. After 5 minutes were up, I went out to sit and wait for the next group 50 guy to finish before I entered.

After Ivan did his turn, it soon came to be mine. Opened the door and was about to walk in, when the examiners told me to wait for a moment, while they discussed over Ivan’s marks. After they were done, my turn was due. Went forward, greeted them, and said what I needed to say.

The topic was : Why are youths nowadays unwilling to give up their seats to those who need it more?

It was so damn bloody easy, I tell you! Probably the easiest of all topics so far! OMG! This time, my conversation was much much different from the Chinese class one. I had points to say, and I did the best that I could, although there were some areas which I could rectify. But you know, you only get one try, and what’s done has been done, there’s nothing you can do to save the past. So, was feeling quite good, because firstly, the examiners are not those kind of strict or ‘bo-chup’ kind, but they were nodding their heads throughout the conversation as I listed out my points and…really made me feel very relaxed and assured. Though I may not know how many marks I would get, but, a distinction is more than I could ever ask for. Even if it was an on-the-dot distinction, I really would be overjoyed.Then, it was because the topic was something that I had covered before during tuition and my answers came out more fluently and more prepared! Phew…:)

As I walked out of the examination room and the school eventually, I heaved a huge sigh of relief. O Levels Oral for Chinese is finally…over! O LEVELS! OVER! Phew…:) Overall, was really satisfied with my own performance. At least I didn’t blank out. ;D Sweet!

Oh, and talking about normal school days lately, ESP has been rather helpful for me, it wasn’t as hard or stressful as I expected it to be. Hopefully parents can take away tuition and just let me go for ESP instead…things and life would be so much better!

Hell’s tomorrow, going to sleep soon. Bloody 3 tuitions. Or maybe even 4. Don’t know whether the 4th one is confirmed. Damn….

Goodnight!